Dizzy Dee

You know, being grown up is kinda tough. At times I really wish that I could go back to playing with barbies and stuff. That was just so much less complicated, and things seemed so much simpler. I was sure of what was right and wrong. What I should do. What was expected of me.

But these days things are just a bit cloudy. I’m OK with the new job. Its a very different environment from what I’m used to, but the people are kind. The work self is not ideal.

I realized that I’m just not someone who enjoys working with clients all day. I have dealt with clients before, but mostly on e-mail. Conversing with clients over the phone though, is a whole different story. Explaining to them why certain rules are there, and how I cannot bend the rules for them. Apologizing for other people’s mistakes, and cleaning up the mess.

I do have another opportunity which I’m thinking about. Its the same as I’ve done previously, and I know some of the people who work there. Its ideal, just far from home.  So I’m a bit torn.

I’m sorry for neglecting this blog.  I will again get myself into the habit of writig regularly.  For now I have to get busy with some work. I accepted an odd filing job before I knew that I had work, and now I have to juggle both.  *sigh*… I’m just sooo tired!!!